05 January 2009

if introduction was easy...

Frankly,the answer to who am I,is known to everybody else,but me! hmm...i tried to unravel the mystery,but in vain.so i have decided to give up and carry on life,as it is.
Mishra...Alisha Mishra-to define me in the bond sense! January 14th was the day,and obviously i dont remember. Born to an upper middle class Brahmin family, life is very chickenless many at times,very painful...
Nation, this is something i am the most sensitive about. May be heredity is the factor, being an Indian is the best achievement for me. My land is Katak. A sensitive, caring and cooperative region hidden somewhere called the Orissa.
Next is the family. Yeah, my chickenless family! Well,am no veggie and this is what i am most hated for by my folks. What shall i say, sorry...cant resist chicken. My parents are gawds. "gawds"-me the atheist. No "god" in my dictionary.
Life has begun, and shall end with only one integral character-Nana,my father. Life beyond him is like, struggling inside the whale's mouth...huh! Can't imagine!
Being a Jack is sometimes good. A combination of technical and literal weapons made Alisha! I love blowing my own trumpet! Tabla- the so called instrument of the men, is my first weapon. My teacher has high expectations from me as the female tablist, this is the boosting factor.
Sketching is like recreating the nature, more real than the coloured fakies. Bringing out depths and experimenting the shades, is fun.
Nana gave me one of the most important talents of his, Writing. When you can jot down your expressions through a simple pen, it fells great! Writing plays and stories makes you feel like the creator because the characters are yours, the story is yours, and you make them move as per your interest...and when these are enacted by real homo sapiens...feels like, gawd!
Poetry is the simplest way to express ones emotions, only thing i hate in it,"bombastisism"-it doesn't denote simplicity.
Criminal Psychology, Abnormal psychology, temperamental analysis, Mind power...they have a mysterious seducing fragrance. Imagine the satisfaction one earns, being able to recognize humans,liars,criminals just by the countenance. I want that satisfaction! I have emptied more of these libraries than romantic novels, cant help, this is me.
Hackers-the very positive poor fellas often prejudiced. Their dark world has a pious ambition lurking, its called security! I'll give the world some time to understand their reality. When all fields have some unsolved mysteries, why not this?
Knowing something about everything is actually more sensible than being perfect in one and a total dumb in the others...i mean, I am sensible.
My world turns upside down, when it comes to Injustice. Slowly i shall be able to stand that too, am growing! Soon I shall be losing my teenage, it went well, am happy. But am ageing, that's bad! Responsibilities, job, marriage, children, in-laws-Ah! I am REALLY ageing!
Love for Nation, family, friends I have in plenty, but not the "other" one...believe me, life without partner at this stage is the best life we lead. No lies, no fears, no tension, no breakups, no gossips...live bindas!
Food and mood swing together. Chicken is obvious, along with real hot chillies. Yo! Now I am happy! A sweet blend of black coffee or tea and a Thumsup-me happier! A peaceful arena, and my happy edibles-the happiest! They call me a pure Brahmin, spoilt by chicken! True!
Good harmonisation, I am a musical human. Getting drunk with the wine of music, is a regular addiction. I like it.
Overall, this is me. I have done nothing more than blowing my trumpet, I love it! Simple funda, Live happy, let others be happy...

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